A Mother’s Reckoning: Living in the Aftermath of Tragedy by Sue Klebold

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Publication Date: February 15th, 2016

This review does not contain spoilers.

Goodreads Blurb:

On April 20, 1999, Eric Harris and Dylan Klebold walked into Columbine High School in Littleton, Colorado. Over the course of minutes, they would kill twelve students and a teacher and wound twenty-four others before taking their own lives.

For the last sixteen years, Sue Klebold, Dylan’s mother, has lived with the indescribable grief and shame of that day. How could her child, the promising young man she had loved and raised, be responsible for such horror? And how, as his mother, had she not known something was wrong? Were there subtle signs she had missed? What, if anything, could she have done differently?

My Thoughts:

I listened to this on audiobook, and it is read by Sue Klebold herself. This book was depressing, and puts in perspective just how much you might not know about the people who are closest to you. Sue could have never imagined that her son would be one of the most notorious school shooters in history. He was able to put on a completely different persona around his family, and the Klebold’s could not understand why he would commit such an act. She does not just discuss her disbelief that her son did such a thing, but also gives her deepest sympathies to the victims families. I could not imagine being in this women’s shoes, and being hated by thousands of people. Many people blame the parents of troubled teenagers who commit heinous crimes, and she also discusses how in her darkest times, there were many moments that she would have liked to commit suicide. Sad, but I rated this book 5 out of 5 stars. I recommend.

*****

-Carissa

 

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The Fisherman by John Langan

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Publication Date: June 30th, 2016

This review does not contain spoilers.

‘Goodreads Blurb’

In upstate New York, in the woods around Woodstock, Dutchman’s Creek flows out of the Ashokan Reservoir. Steep-banked, fast-moving, it offers the promise of fine fishing, and of something more, a possibility too fantastic to be true. When Abe and Dan, two widowers who have found solace in each other’s company and a shared passion for fishing, hear rumors of the Creek, and what might be found there, the remedy to both their losses, they dismiss it as just another fish story. Soon, though, the men find themselves drawn into a tale as deep and old as the Reservoir. It’s a tale of dark pacts, of long-buried secrets, and of a mysterious figure known as Der Fisher: the Fisherman. It will bring Abe and Dan face to face with all that they have lost, and with the price they must pay to regain it.

My thoughts

This was definitely an interesting story, and unlike anything I had ever read before. I really enjoyed the sections about Abe and Dan, and how they became fishing buddies, and it’s very much a story about tragedy and loss, with some horror bits mixed in. When Abe and Dan are sitting in a diner for breakfast before leaving for a new fishing spot, one of the locals warn them, and begin to tell them about the creepy things that have been rumored to have happened there. From this point, the attention is taken away from Abe and Dan, and the author then decides to write about the tale that the local warned them of. It is essentially a story within a story, and this can work; however, I thought this chunk of the book went on for way to long. There were definitely scary elements to this section of the book, but I did find myself nodding off a few times, just because I was more interested in the present with Abe and Dan. After you get past this section, we see what eventually unfolds during their fishing trip to this particular spot. I have been wanting to read this book for awhile now, and even though when I first started it, and was sure it was going to be a 5 star read, I ended up giving it 4 stars on Goodreads. I would still recommend this to anyone who likes horror, and I think they would really enjoy this. Its not a very long book at all, but the author took several years to write it, and I can definitely see that he put a lot of thought into this story.

-Carissa

How often do you review books for authors who request? (Discussion)

Over the past few months I have become inundated with review requests from authors. Many of the book reviews I have listed are from authors who have graciously provided me a copy of their book in exchange for an honest review. While I absolutely love to be given the opportunity to give back to these people who have worked so hard, I have started to think that I need to take a little bit of a step back.

When I first started my blog, it was solely for the purpose of talking about all the great books I have chosen to read for myself, and hoping to get the chance to read some for review as well. I started to list my blog name under book blogger lists and directories and became really excited when I started getting an influx of requests on a daily basis. During this point in time, I would pretty much accept anything. There are definitely a few titles under my book review list that I would have never considered reading in the first place, but had felt bad about rejecting. While I never lied in my reviews if the book wasn’t good, there are still many times that I have been brought into horrible ‘reading slumps’ because of them, and it has gotten to the point many times that I don’t even want to read. Unfortunately, I am now in a dilemma because I know I told people that I would review their books; however, I am no longer excited for them.

At this point in time, I have about 6 books that I am ‘supposed’ to read and review; however, I think I am going to have to narrow it down to 2, and then start out fresh. I am currently reading one (and am enjoying it), and that is ‘Home to Roost’ by Chauncey Rogers, and I have another one that I am interested in, but after that I think it will be time for a break.

I want to read and review more books that I WANT to read, and feel less pressured into pumping out the reviews from requests. Since I am not getting paid around here, its time to start being a little more picky with what I choose to read. With that being said, how often do y’all review books for authors that request?

-Carissa

Mid Year Book ‘Freak Out’ Tag

I never do tag posts, but I figured I would switch things up a bit today. I also was not specifically tagged by anyone to do this.

Here goes..

1: Best Book You’ve Read in 2017 So Far?

Looking back at all the books I have read so far this year, I have only rated 4 books 5 stars..I think I am getting more critical and picky with my books as the years go on. I would have to say that ‘The Interestings’ by Meg Wolitzer would be my favorite so far. I really love character study type books, where the characters are what drives the story along, and not necessarily the plot. This is a slow novel, but you really get invested in every single one of the characters lives.

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2: Best Sequel You’ve Read so Far?

I have not read a sequel this year. I don’t generally read books that end up having a sequel, or a series.

3: New Release You Haven’t Read Yet, But Want To?

I would really like to read ‘The Bear and the Nightingale’ by Katherine Arden. I have been intrigued by it ever since I’ve seen it. It was released in January of this year.

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4: Most Anticipated Release for the Second Half of 2017?

I honestly do not pay attention to books that have yet to be released.

5: Biggest Disappointment?

Easy. ‘Since We Fell’ by Dennis Lehane. I really did not like this book, and I had high hopes for it. You can read my review for it here

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6. Best Surprise?

I really enjoyed ‘The Killers of the Flower Moon’ by David Grann. I was unsure of how I would get along with this nonfiction story, but I thought it was awesome and very informative. I recommend it to anyone who enjoys nonfiction. There is also a rumor that this is getting turned into a movie, and I sure hope so!

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7: Favorite New Author?

I read ‘A Spool of Blue Thread’ by Anne Tyler earlier this year, and even though I only rated it 3 stars, I would still be interested in reading more from this author. I really enjoyed her writing style, and I hear nothing but good things about many of her other works.

8: Newest Fictional Crush?

Yeah…I don’t have fictional crushes, that is a bit juvenile for me.

9: New Favorite Character?

I don’t have a favorite character, I know I am boring.

10: Book That Made You Cry?

Call me heartless, but I don’t cry while reading books. I do, however, think that I would have to say that  ‘The Killers of the Flower Moon’ was the saddest book I have read this year so far, and its true!

11: Book That Made You Happy? 

Definitely ‘A Walk in the Woods’ by Bill Bryson. I think this is one of the most hilarious books I have ever read, and its about hiking. Something about two overweight men throwing themselves onto the Appalachian Trail, with a goal of hiking the entire thing without problems was absolutely historical.

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12: Favorite Book To Movie Adaptation?

I think I have only read one book and seen its movie this year, so I will have to give that to ‘Wild’ by Cheryl Strayed. The book was definitely better, but the movie was still quite good.

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13: Favorite review you’ve written? 

I started this blog in February, and honestly, my reviews were not that good early on, but as I have gotten the hang of it, they have progressed significantly. I think my review for ‘The Killers of the Flower Moon’ by David Grann, or my review for ‘Marlena’ by Julie Buntin are done well.

14: Most Beautiful Book You’ve Bought This Year?

I don’t buy a lot of books, the new books I do get come from the Book of the Month’ subscription box, and I don’t consider any of the covers particularly beautiful. I read a lot of ebooks or ebooks that people send me for review, but the one book I did go out and buy this year was ‘Shelter’ by Jung Yun, and I think the cover is quite pretty.

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15: What Books Do You Need to Read By The End of The Year?

There are so many books I want to get to by the end of the year. I will just insert pictures of some of them. No guarantee that I will get to them….

I tag whoever wants to do it!!! Im already late to the game.

-Carissa